学会相信

每当我以为从一个笼子里逃出来了，在前方等我的是辽阔的天空，而事实也的确如此，
只不过身体却却慢慢往下沉。。
低头一望，可笑的是，原来自己正身处在沼泽。。

为什么呢？？
原来我忘了看看脚下，因为我只顾着仰望天空。。
一个大意，结果就是让自己身处在沼泽。。

原以为逃离从前，就能拥有更好的明天。。
但结果往往都不从人愿。。
是我不够好，不配得到幸福？
还是，这是老天对我的考验？？

一切的一切，我宁愿相信这是老天为了让我变得更好的考验，
在前方一定会有一个人会真心去爱我，疼我，不再让我受半点委屈。。
因为，在遇见那个人的那天起，以往所受的苦，委屈，都会停止！！

我相信总会有那一个人的存在，老天爷不会对我那么的残忍！！

乱。烦。逃

又在重复的听 ELVA 萧亚轩 的新歌“错的人”，
每次听了心情总是低低的，可能是因为真的很打动心底深处吧！

“明知道爱情并不牢靠，但是我还是拼命往里跳，
明知道再走可能是监牢，但是我还是相信只是煎熬，
朋友都劝我不要不要，不要拿自己的幸福开玩笑，
但是做人已经那么累，假惺惺的想要逃，
在爱里连真心都不能给，这才真正的可笑”

其实，人真的很可笑。
单身的，羡慕那些相恋的人;
相恋的，却想要重温单身的滋味。
人是不是都那么矛盾？

心真的很乱，或许什么都不要去想会比较好吧！
虽然，我懂这是在自欺欺人，
但，我真的没了主见，
秤失去了平衡，还能坚持己见吗？

A sleepless night

another sleepless night..

Tonight is the fourth sleepless night of this week already...

Im really suffer from this insomnia...

I duno why i can't sleep...
I just know my head keep thinking during the time i wan to sleep...

But,after midnite...when everyone started to wake up...on the time...i can sleep d...

This problem really make me very headache...if continue like this...i duno how i going to study next monday onward...

Because my first semester of year 2 are going to start next week...

God..pls help me to solve this problem...pls...

long time no see..heehee

its have been a long time didnt login my blogspot..
i think already 2 month..

i have been busy on working n studying..
so very lazy to come up n write something..

some more,if i got time i also hang out with bf or friend..
so no time come up lo..pls forgive me ya..

oh yaya..
now already started my sem 2..
my sem 1 result is quite nice..
the CGPA also look nice..
hehe..im very happy bout that n will keep me afford going on..

today life in school

erm...actually i duno what to write..
coz today can say is a busy day..
but not that really busy..

aiyo..i also duno what im talking about..

today before the QS tutorial..
i kept busy on doing the QS tutorial question..
the first class is Hub.Etnik leature..
i doing the QS question at the same time listening the leature..
1 heart 2 use...wakaka..

then second is English tutorial so cant do the question..

then break time..
after go out school eat the chicken rice..
come back school n go to the study room continue my question..
the time is running up..left last question not done..
so i take to the tutorial class continue do it n pass up..

Luckily, the tutor didnt realise..
abo..me die hard liao..

after the QS class, i still have one more class to go..
that's Accounting lo..
but she always will left us go back early..
as long as she finish teaching..
hehe..

so overall to say..today is quite busy lol..
(busy on doing homework..haha..lazy cat)

复杂的心情

今天，我们终于知道英文会话的成绩了，我得到B。。我知道这是个不错的成绩，但上次的Grammar test，我才拿到B-。。所以，我不懂是该开心还是无奈。。

终于更新啦。。

嘻嘻。。终于有空上来更新我的部落格啦。。
没办法啦。。
最近的小猫咪比较忙嘛。。
要忙着作assignment，要读书，又要做工，更要和朋友出去玩。。
所以。。哈哈。。很忙啦。。
不过，猫咪最近的生活过得很充实。。
虽然，累了点是真的有。。
有时会不够睡咯。。那时会变得有点像熊猫。。哈哈！！

明天有经济学的测试。。但是还没读。。（懒惰。。嘻嘻）
同时，明天猫咪有做工。。累。。
没办法，谁叫猫咪向钱看。。哈哈。。